Yep, there is absolutely nothing better than a good slap to the face to bring one back down to reality. To let you know that you are, in fact, dreaming too high and need to get your head out of the clouds. Pronto.
Nothing like letting a person know that…just an FYI and I hope you don’t take it personally, but you’re not actually THAT important to me. Hope you understand and this won’t change our friendship or anything though.
I love nothing more than to be told I’m second-rate. Sloppy seconds. The back-up plan, Plan B. Isn’t that every girl’s dream in the end?
And who the fuck am I anyway, to tell somebody else that their actions would make me happy only to get shot down so fast I didn’t even have time to process it. I should have just kept my mouth shut.
Whatever. I was hurt by the statement, and whether he apologizes or not doesn’t really matter. It was just a harsh reminder of the fact that I need to grow up and stop placing undue attachments to anybody I meet online. Time for the little girl to grow up.
Gonna stop chasing after people online. If and when somebody wants to talk to me, they are free to do so but to be honest, there’s no reason to initiate conversation with people who can offhandedly let me know how unimportant I am without batting an eyelash. Or feeling guilty afterwards.
I always do this and I hate feeling so vulnerable (and miserable) afterwards. You know that feeling you get when you walk into a group conversation between who you think are your friends but then they suddenly stop and hurriedly whisper things to each other while trying to act nonchalant and normal? And you just know that you’re not really as close to them as you thought and you get that gut-wrenching feeling inside your stomach that tells you how much of a pathetic idiot you were for putting so much of yourself into relationships that don’t mean anything to the other people. When you realize you’re that girl everybody pretends to be friends with but really, its probably just out of pity or some other equally as vulgar emotion.