Sometimes, I wish somebody would just UNDERSTAND me without me having to put it in words all the time.
I move out of my apartment in around a week now; parents are hauling everything back home with me on the 28th. Maybe that’s what has me so stressed and melodramatic, but lately, I’ve noticed that I seem to be in a bad mood more often than a good mood.
I’m reverting to this stupid insomnia business again and sleeping all day and I feel so unmotivated and I’m just so unhappy. I get it, I’m not the only single person in the world, but right now, I just want comforttttt.
I miss it when I can’t see my closest friends often enough. That adjustment period where you go from seeing friends every single day minus some weekends to seeing them a few times a year. I never got over that. I just freaking MISS them.
And relationship problems. I just feel like I’m losing all my strong friendships. The bonds are weakening. It’s like I’ll talk to somebody and she’ll be like “Oh, I didn’t tell you that?” because she assumes I knew but I didn’t, because she didn’t actually tell me because we don’t actually talk like we used to anymore.
I just don’t know anymore. Right now, I just want somebody to look me in the eye and tell me they understand and mean it and then I want a hug from a comfortable person of the opposite sex. And I also don’t want to go home but hey, doesn’t look like anybody’s listening to me make wishes so…