I’m sorry…I’m dealing with a really disappointing and depressing LSAT grade and trying to re-evaluate where to go with my life from here.
I’m in a real funk right now 😦 I haven’t felt like studying and have done nothing except mope about the house and cause my parents even greater distress. The disappointment on their faces when I got my grade back was just so crushing.
Like I’m already beating myself up over it and then they look at me all sad and pitiful but I know they think I could have done better, that I could have studied harder, and that I’m wasting all my time having fun and doing extracurriculars and working instead of just focusing on my studies.
I get their POV, I do.
But I know I gave this exam my all.
So now I don’t know what I want to do. Maybe I will start applying for Paralegal positions and postpone law school for a while. A year, two? I don’t know.
My graduation ceremony is coming up December 3 and all I feel is this big LETDOWN afterwards. I’m not in the least bit excited to graduate, although I guess that’s because I’m graduating a semester early?
I don’t know what to say. I want to write but this story is just not coming.