NaNoWriMo failed :(

I’m sorry…I’m dealing with a really disappointing and depressing LSAT grade and trying to re-evaluate where to go with my life from here.

I’m in a real funk right now 😦 I haven’t felt like studying and have done nothing except mope about the house and cause my parents even greater distress. The disappointment on their faces when I got my grade back was just so crushing.

Like I’m already beating myself up over it and then they look at me all sad and pitiful but I know they think I could have done better, that I could have studied harder, and that I’m wasting all my time having fun and doing extracurriculars and working instead of just focusing on my studies.

I get their POV, I do.

But I know I gave this exam my all.

So now I don’t know what I want to do. Maybe I will start applying for Paralegal positions and postpone law school for a while. A year, two? I don’t know.

My graduation ceremony is coming up December 3 and all I feel is this big LETDOWN afterwards. I’m not in the least bit excited to graduate, although I guess that’s because I’m graduating a semester early?

I don’t know what to say. I want to write but this story is just not coming. 

Advertisements

4 thoughts on “NaNoWriMo failed :(

      • this is exactly the time we should be talking! that’s what friends are for! I went through this too, I had to re-evaluate everything. I’m worried about you as well. And even if you didn’t want to talk about this you don’t have to avoid talking at all, we could talk about something else.. So when you’re ready please talk to me? You don’t have to suffer through all the pressure yourself….

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s